Não era sobre isso que eu estava pensando em escrever hoje, mas essa coisa que me incomoda, que não o frequente motivo dos meus textos, me incomodou muito hoje, e não sei como resolver isso sem um ter que pagar o grande preço ou sem sacrificar muito, e os danos não prejudicariam somente a mim. Vi que a um tempo não posto nada aqui no blog, não que tenha parado de escrever, pelo contrário, tenho escrito até mais, só que não cheguei a postar nada, só coisas perdidas no meu caderno e no meu e-mail, mas tudo está uma bagunça e eu tenho procastinado bastante, mesmo tendo algumas coisas "importantes" para fazer, o que me deixa meio apreensivo por negligenciar um pouco elas, pois é uma coisa que é provavel que eu me arrependo, por que, claro, iria me prejudicar; Mas tem várias outras coisas que me prejudicariam muito mais, que eu acredito que não me arrependeria, pelo contrário, gostaria de entrar nessa aposta intensa. Odeio obrigação, odeio fazer algo me mandem, odeio que me proíba, odeio que tentem mudar meu caminho, odeio não fazer o que quero do meu jeito, esse termômetro é sensível, você pode fazer algo que julga completamente banal e irrelevante, mas que me tira profundamente do sério. Você não me conhesce tão bem assim ? Não interessa, não se meta na minha vida, não se meta na vida de ninguem, isso é tolerado facilmente por uma socialização exagerada forçada pela sociedade, mas respeite o seus limite, que é você. Você manda na sua vida, e somente, não quera se intrometer na vida dos outros, eles podem não ser tão gentis como todo mundo, por um azar qualquer, essa pessoa vai lhe ensinar isso de uma maneira nada amigavel, e que você não vai se esquecer. Essa merda sutil que eu não posso confrontar cada vez mais me sufoca...

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(Chorus)
Now, everybody who knows me understands Im a humble guy, those who thinking they own me, just do me a favor, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, just leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, oooo I regret meeting all of you.
(Verse One)
Lately how much psychotic stress have you been through, right now I hate every fucking body including you, Im on the edge you'll be lucky if you do get through, if I go crazy then this the song Ima lose it to, please tell my family and my friends this, I was never happy to begin with, I actually pretended, to many hands I done left it ,all my life plans got evicted Im mad I existed ,Im finally dropping all the shit you motherfuckers hand me, the only girl I ever loved doesn't understand me, since I was young I tried to be way more than what I can be, and people still never show respect when I demand it, ya'll mentality is fuck me but I don't need nobody but me, trust me ,it don't seem like it but I been living out the matrix, face it Im a lot smarter than you think bitch.
(Chorus)
Now, everybody who knows me understands Im a humble guy, those who thinking they own me, just do me a favor, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, just leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, oooo I regret meeting all of you.
(Verse Two)
Everyday it's like the same crap, what if I died and never came back you'd hate that wouldn't you, Ima put a blade to your neck, push it through, quit telling me shit that I shouldn't do ooo, I been blocking my feelings but now I can't hide them, been looking for God how come I can't find him, nothing in my fucking world seems to go right, even though I hate suicide I need to go try, I live my life the way I wanna I aint pleasing you, got a problem I'll fuck you up I got a reason to, ya'll tried to gain my trust saying we believe in you, then you walking on me after all that we been through, that aint even cool, now death is what I hope you get, and just remember that I told you this, we aint cool I don't owe you shit, look what you made of me, now Im....pshhh, matter fact just stay away from me.
(Chorus)
Now, everybody who knows me understands Im a humble guy, those who thinking they own me, just do me a favor, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, just leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, oooo I regret meeting all of you.
(Verse Three)
What if I left this world today in this crucial pain that Im In, Im In, would you be there at my funeral saying oh I loved him, loved him, or maybe, just maybe you'll be that one nigga that never showed up, showed up, Im about to lose my mind ,why must I have it so rough, listen closely as Im rapping this, I used to think money brought people happiness, it does but we never think about what happens after It, since I got It I started to learn hate, everybody turns fake, wanting shit like It's there fucking birthday, and that just adds on the stress Im already dealing with, what am I supposed to let it build and sit, hell no, since then my fucking balls grew, I said it once and I'll say it again fuck all you!.
(Chorus)
Now, everybody who knows me understands Im a humble guy, those who thinking they own me, just do me a favor, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, just leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, leave me the fuck alone, oooo I regret meeting all of you.

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